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Friends v Lovers From brokendownangel ^Pro in it's all about me, me, me (41 minutes old)

Read Kittens post this morning (can't link to anything - always get a blank page for some reason so sorry) anyway it was about no longer making an effort and whether we should have to. It made me thi… more

Monday morning meditation From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (1 hour old)

Nine months yesterday since I moved into the flat. Still here, still happy to be here. How many weeks? Thirty nine, I guess, Sunday to Sunday to Sunday… I had trouble with the candles again this morn… more

Drain From ConstanceWragby ^Pro in BottomDrawer (13 hours old)

Living emotionally is so draining. Having written my previous post, I went upstairs feeling a little drained. I fell asleep; slept for hours. It isn't that I did any work, made any physical effort… more

And the Stupidity Continues From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (16 hours old)

Went to bed about midnight. At about 2am I was woken to banging on the door - I knew it was Steve, but I opened it anyway, because his sister had been texting loads during the evening about how worrie… more

The Blame Game From EllieGant in Bring me sunshine (16 hours old)

I'm becoming increasingly worried on behalf of the word 'accident'. I fear for its life expectancy. And then how else will I account for all those occasions when the ground rises up and propels me f… more

Conversation, not a row From ConstanceWragby ^Pro in BottomDrawer (20 hours old)

Husband sat down in the chair opposite me yesterday and said, "I'd prefer if we talked today. Can't wait till tomorrow. Let's get it out of the way." So we spoke. I told him how I had been feeling … more

Lazy Sunday From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (22 hours old)

My sleep routine has gone to pot. I was first awake at five, put the washing on, read for a while, but I could feel myself getting sleepy, the way I never do at 4 o’clock, and knew that if I got back … more

Aftermath Of the Phonecall From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (1 day old)

Was feeling completely rubbish, so I went back to bed about 2ish, and fell asleep. I woke at about 5, to the sound of someone at the door. Still a bit fuddled, I answered it - it was Steve. He aske… more

Oh The Shame!! From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (1 day old)

Had a good night out, and then came home and .... why???? ...did a drunken dial phonecall to Steve. I don't actually remember what I said (NOOOO!), but I do remember asking him to come here to see me.… more

End of another week From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (2 days old)

I meditated this morning, and in the emptiness I heard a bird. I think it was a blackbird, at first it was just a warning screech, repeated over and over. Back at the house, that always used to be a s… more

It has been decided From ConstanceWragby ^Pro in BottomDrawer (2 days old)

I have been a coward for long enough and consequently my life, my soul, my brain - all went into a state of suspension. I am neither dead nor alive. I have tried to deal with it but I started from… more

Snakes and ladders From EllieGant in Bring me sunshine (2 days old)

Friday the thirteenth wasn't a good day for me - blogging wise. I logged in, found only a handful of friends had posted, checked Recent Posts and out of a 100 posts counted 51 trying to flog things a… more

Lu Is So Right! From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (2 days old)

Referring to her comments on my last post that is, cos sometimes her ideas are a bit mad ;) My sensible self has been saying pretty much the same thing all morning. There's a saying in therapy that… more

Doing My Head In From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (3 days old)

So Wednesday night about half eleven I got this text (as written) from Steve: I never, or wont 2 hurt u and i do love u still but my head's so fucked and i dont no y im pushin u away4 no reson i th… more

The fifty-something groupie From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (3 days old)

Life twists and turns, it circles and spirals, and maybe old Tom Elliot was right when he said that the point of the journey is to go back to where you came from and know the place for the first time.… more

Wasted journey From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (4 days old)

Something strange happened with my phone. I set the alarm for 6.30 last night before I went to sleep. I woke up at 6 and came to for a few minutes, then decided to get up and meditate till the alarm w… more

Just for Pompey x comments are closed From brokendownangel ^Pro in it's all about me, me, me (4 days old)

These boots would be wonderful if the builders lay down tarmac or indeed let me step on them so I don't sink into the mud! And here is the lovely gilet … more

Yeah, right From loiswakeman in eye for information (4 days old)

Today's helping of fresh spam - I had several of these for different companies in the US and to different made-up mailboxes on my domain. The reply-to address is the plausible (not) 'Customer Support'… more

8 miles left From brokendownangel ^Pro in Ask or Answer. (4 days old)

If you have, according to your car, enough petrol for 8 miles (yeah I know I shouldn't let it get that low!) would that be a reason for it not to start? Mine is stuck in the supermarket carpark about… more

Bloody spoilsport From brokendownangel ^Pro in it's all about me, me, me (5 days old)

I found a lovely house, well ok, it is a bit crappy but there is a ruin in the grounds that on first sight hubby thought we could buy and do up to live in - until he looked into it further!! This is … more

Chavtastic!! From casseopia in Are we there yet? (6 days old)

So I move across country and move to a university town. There are students, grad students, professors and townies. That is what the local folk are called, townies. I live in what is called in the s… more

Back to Blog From brokendownangel ^Pro in it's all about me, me, me (6 days old)

I took a week off blog as I had let everything slide in the real world. I don’t have to do much around the house – the cleaning and ironing are done by the Polish shotputter, so really I am just resp… more

Forgot From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (6 days old)

In all the aggrro of last week I forgot to blog a funny thing that happened last week. B (cute junior colleague) has regular trouble with his shoulder, and once again I'd said I'd take a look. I tu… more

Having a bad moment From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (6 days old)

For some reason am feeling really panicky at the thought of Steve not being in my life again. I feel physically sick. but not like when he was with Lauren - then I felt like I had to do something. Now… more

Social life From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (7 days old)

I went to La Piazza, though I didn’t get there till lunchtime, and it was scooters AND bikes this week. On the way I checked out the new Tesco Extra in the high Street, which just opened, but I was le… more

Haha From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (7 days old)

Small Child's summary of the weekend's events: 'You and Steve are like magnets - you attract then repulse'. But I've been passed through the solenoid of facing reality now.… more

Coincidentally From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (7 days old)

A friend of mine, well, a friend of my sister's that I've been in touch with a lot on facebook recently, just messaged me to say her boyfriend of 8 years has dumped her. Whilst she had flu (she's now … more

I am an idiot and I get what I deserve From whoknows in Diary of a Dysfunctional Life (7 days old)

In my defence, he knocked really early, about 7.30, and I opened the door without even thinking it would be Steve. But it was. I let him in and we didn't even really talk ahout the night before, we… more

Peace and reconciliation From Melinda-solo in The only things I'll regret are those I don't do (7 days old)

The street is wet, but there is brilliant sunshine bouncing off the building opposite. Whatever happened to the mega storm? Has it been and gone without me noticing, is it still on its way, or have we… more

Ditching people From indigoblue in Indigo Blue (7 days old)

This week I decided to tell my driving instructor I didn't want her anymore. This seemed a difficult task because she was ok but I didn't like her. I agonised for days over telling her but each time I… more